Boy have I been neglecting this blog. Between work and school I am lucky if I read a blog post by you all let alone write something my own self. I had the weekend off and I didn't study or read or write. I did the bare minimum of housework and running errands. I played on Blip.fm of course. I don't really like myspace (although I have a page where I put my photos for family to look at and take and to let them know what's going on with me) and I use Twitter as another branch of Blip.fm more or less. I hated Facebook and lasted maybe a month on there before I closed the account. I have loved blogger. I have gotten to know so many good people through blogger and for that I am very grateful. But I just love, love, LOVE Blip.fm! I don't want to stop blogging and I don't see myself stopping any time soon but I need time to listen to the news and form opinions and then write about that--I started this blog as a place for me to be as political as I wanna be and that was really all I expected from it. Getting to know other bloggers and make friends is a great unanticipated bonus.
Anyway, where was I?, oh yeah, I didn't do WORK this past weekend. Hubby and I visited family. He visited his mother who is on her second round of chemo and is feeling really poorly, and I went to my daughter's to visit and hang out with the grandkids. Together hubby and I went to visit our niece and our newest grand nephew . We went to Bloomington and I went shopping for clothes. Lately when I go to the Goodwill I can find nothing. Not anything that fits me anyway. Since this economic downturn happened my favorite clothing store has been no good for me. Plus it seems that the stuff I like is coming back into style so I have to fight for it and I don't fight. It was getting to the point that I was going to have to go to a clothing store and buy something NEW! Imagine that? I mean besides shoes and underwear that is. I still haven't found a pair of sandals that I like which irritates me.
All I want in a sandal is something comfortable, stylish, well made and yet affordable. So no, I do not want to buy a pair of high heeled shoes or any heels at all really. They hurt your feet and you can't run in them. And no, I don't want to wear shoes that have no arch support or is made of cheap ass materials and is going to fall apart in no time flat. And no, I do not like shoes that don't have a strap to hold onto my heel. I don't want to have to think about what I'm wearing and hold on to them all the time with my toes. Fuck me--is that so hard? Shit all the stuff I've seen is ugly, nonfunctional and costs too much. So I'm wearing last year's sandals still and they are starting to look worn.
I hung out at my friend's for part of Sunday and we talked, did Yoga (I'm trying to get her to do Yoga with me), and played with her 5 year old daughter. She had this last kid right before she turned 40 and she tried mighty hard to talk me into also having another kid but I said oh hell no, no way in hell am I gonna do that. Now she calls me and complains about how tired she is. It takes a lot of energy to run around and keep up with the kids. Her oldest daughter has a girl who is around 3 years old now. My friend tells me she should have waited for hergrandkids , like I did, rather than go and get knocked up again. Anyway I'm 3 years older than her and I couldn't get pregnant again at that time even if I wanted to--I had already gone through menopause. She couldn't quite believe that but it was true. I'm still on my hormones although the doctors try to scare me with the big C word all the time. I am sorry but I don't want to be cold/hot/itchy/tired and dried up to boot--ready to kick to the curb. No! Not me.
But the good news is that I found a place that sells the skirts that I like and they are brand new to boot. They were on sale for $10 each and I got 3. Finding tops to match that I like is another problem altogether. I wanted cotton short sleeved, buttoned up blouses with the eyelet stitch embroidery and I wanted one white and one black. I settled for a black short sleeved blouse with a ruffle down the front and a white cotton top that can be worn off the shoulder and is cinched at the waist with some sort of elastic band. All of these clothes I bought new which is not like me.
Me, the recycle queen, the big greenie.
Today one of the members of the board was at the library and he was spraying the weeds in the garden. I asked him what he was using--was it green? He said it was round-up and that it was harmless--when it mixed with rain it became harmless he assured me. He is big time into landscaping and gardening and he belongs to these gardening clubs. They volunteer to keep up the gardens and landscaping for the library and so he comes over all the time and waters the grass and putters around. Since he's on the library board I must tolerate this use of poisonous chemicals for now, although I have brought it up several times that as a "green" library we need to use "green" gardening and pest control methods instead of just dumping poisonous chemicals all around. I make sure we recycle as much as possible anyway.
I wondered if he was really listening to what he said and could he realise that it didn't make any sense? Round-up is made to kill plants and in order to kill them it isn't "harmless."
Well I still have some reading to do for class tomorrow and I need to proof read my 2 page paper too. Just wanted to get something out here. Dear diary...indeed.